Wow! We just did that. I’m feeling so many things right now. Imo Counterspell was a success. I’m incredibly grateful I got to even organise this. Despite the chaos, I think we pretty much nailed it. The energy, and the excitement of everyone coding and showcasing their INSANELY AMAZING projects made the craziness worth it.

A Perfectionist in an Imperfect World

The planning process was...weird. There were times I felt like I was the only one carrying. From contacting sponsor after sponsor (and getting ghosted lmao) to hearing "sorry, this event is too soon," it was tough. At one point, I even considered kicking pplple off the team because there was no visible effect of what they were doing during the planning phase (they did redeem themselves today!). Thru all this, I learned I might be a perfectionist, and it’s something I think I need to work on.

Would I willingly go thru that level of stress again? Well, maybe not within a two-month timeline. But there were good stuff; Dev’s workshops were incrediblly helpful! They’re honestly the reason we pulled this off so well (Dev, if you’re reading this, THANK YOU). I also went into this w preconceived notions ab pplple, shaped by past experiences. Looking back, I realise that made the process awkward at least for me.

I pulled an all-nighter prepping for the day. Between ordering boba, shopping for food, and trying to finish work I that I needed ready on the D-Day, it was mentally exhausting day. But I felt excited!!

D-Day

I slept at 11:38 PM unfortunately woke up at 3:35 AM. Was I tired? Yes. Was I scared out of my mind ab how the event would go? Also yes.

D-Day Highlights:

Between running around to grab pizzas (which, by the way, were SO tiny) and sorting out afternoon snacks I was so tired from all the walking w the heavy baggage. But the energy in the room? CRAZY. Seeing everyone work on their projects and just be chill and vibe w it was so rewarding.

If I had to describe our team’s dynamic for the whole process from planning to execution, I was the backend and API, quietly making sure logistics dont fall apart, while Ram, Harshil, Shourya, and Dharma were the frontend, making everything seem shiny and exciting.

It was a little bit sad to not see as may girls as guys but maybe one day it will happen!

What would I fix?

PLANNING. I THINK I STARTED BALDING FROM THE STRESS. Ik I said I’d work on my perfectionism but next time I feel like we’d work sm better if we have a much clearer and stricter system and not assign tasks to pplple who can’t do them / wont give it their best.

I think knowing the ppl who your working w or completely not knowing also does a lot in making the process smoother. Like with HackEA, when we first started I did not know a thing ab anyone in the team but having this common want to bring to the EA is what connects us! W Counterspell I feel like I might've put ppl in a place they mightve not wanted to be because the group I asked somewhat blindly agreed which made the process painful for a long while.

Timing too! Perhaps 6 more weeks to prepare? I felt a lil overwhelmed icl so having more time would defo be better.